Hello and Happy New Year for 2016 from Doc Wah!
Most of my friends don’t really know me. I am a woman with many talents and lots of complications in my life. I live two hours from the clinic that I work in one day a week. My income was decreased by two thirds when we bought this small plot of land and most days I am in construction mode. I would love to play guitar and sing songs, paint and create crafts, and garden, but most days I have work to do on the house and there is absolutely no time for what I want to do that really makes me happy. I feel some days that I am not being creative and it makes me crazy!
My friends also do not know that I struggle on a daily basis with chronic inflammation that came upon me several, make that many years ago. I think it may have been when I had a raw fish salad back in 1994, but I was sick a few years before that. I would wake up with a fever and congestion, take a long brisk walk after dropping my daughter off for vocal lessons, and I would feel better. Exercise increases DHEA production from the adrenal glands and reduces inflammation. I did not know that back then, but I knew I felt better, and I love to walk.
I moved to Chicago to the suburbs and after a long walk/run had a muscle spasm that developed into a trigger point that was relentless. I could not even walk, and definitely no running. The weight increased and very rapidly; I gained 30 pounds that year.
I enrolled in college to earn my doctorate, but I went to a gym and the water was contaminated; I got the worst ear infection of my life. I have never been in that much pain. Thank goodness the ENT doctor (Eye, Ear Nose, Throat) gave me a natural remedy; 1/2 apple cider vinegar (that balances pH) and 1/2 rubbing alcohol (that evaporates the ACV). Then I follow with garlic oil.
When I got married in 1969 I was a virgin. Unfortunately, my husband was not. He was when we met, but he had an affair when he went away for part of a year for his military stint. He gave me Candida. I was so sick! I gained weight, was a total bitch, and had reoccurring vaginal infections; for years. After 20 years, and three failed relationships, two ending in divorce, I discovered that I had Candida infection. I took myself off all sugar for two years; not even fruit. I lost 20 pounds. Then I took myself off gluten, and lost another 20 pounds! I did not know I had that much weight on me, but I did! Man, I felt myself again for the first time since high school! How can someone survive such a horrific infection for 20 years, and still manage to have four healthy children and still function in life? Sometimes I amaze even myself!
I tested myself when I was in college for my doctorate because the tests were reduced for students. The stool analysis showed that I had zero acidophilus in my colon. And I had a strep infection. But when I called the Infectious Disease Control department at a local hospital they laughed at me! They said that that type of strep only infected neonatal; new babies! No way could I have this infection. Seriously? And of course, I did not go see a doctor because I thought they would laugh at me, too. So I struggled and kept trying natural remedies for many more years than I care to recount.
Then I discovered the Raw Living Lifestyle. A miracle happened! I expelled a worm that was about 10 inches long. I have photos. The digestive tract of this opaque worm was green. I had been taking a shot of wheat grass three times a day for several days when I started the Raw Fast, and using a catheter for my water enemas. He did NOT like the wheat grass, but I must have dislodged him with the catheter from my descending colon. I felt much better and lost an amazing 35 pounds! That lasted for a couple of years.
Every time I would feel cloudy, sluggish and weak, I would do the raw detox again and feel better. It doesn’t work that way anymore. More stuff is going on and I don’t know what.
My mother tried to commit suicide not once, but twice. Once she took sleeping pills and a large glass of vodka. They pumped her stomach and put her in a psych ward for 6 weeks. She quit smoking but when she got out, Dad got her started again. Dumb. The next time she tried to slit her wrists. She did it the wrong way and just bleed a lot, but once again she was committed. This time she did not start smoking again, but the damage was done. Turned out she had a chronic infection in her lungs; her doctor called it Walking Pneumonia. Enough to make her tired, listless and feel hopeless and resulted in the suicide attempt. I am afraid that if I cannot get rid of this chronic infection I may try to “off” myself; I know I have had suicidal thoughts in the past. Like the time my daughter yelled at me for no apparent reason; I just wanted to throw myself in front of the next semi that drove down my street. Whoa, put the brakes on! Nobody, not even my daughter, is worth losing my life over! What an idiot!
I had a major major car wreck a long time ago. I had a head laceration and my whole spine was screwed up for years, and I still suffer from neck and low back disc bulges and some nerve pain and nerve weakness. Then I had two more nearly back to back car wrecks; thank goodness they happened after I got my doctorate. I remember the memory loss after my first major car wreck, but these last two also involved head injuries and I read that emotional problems can follow closed head injuries. That was a big help to me, seriously. I started to look at me in a whole new light.
I just want my friends to treat me normal, but the problem is I don’t have many friends. Not for lack of trying. Most people are so caught up in their own lives, their own relationships, that being my friend is the least of their worries. This is how my mind works; no matter what I do to try to gain their trust they just see me as some complicated person that cannot relate to them. I can’t make them like me; I just try to be myself and maybe that is wrong. If someone has the answer, please tell me.
I read books on spirituality and philosophy for years. I was not at all interested in anything fiction during that time. I saw lots of clients and began to see a correlation between their thoughts and the areas of pain they were experiencing. I published my findings called “The Psychology of Health; or Think Yourself Well.” I gave public talks on it and shared my research. I submitted my thesis and got my Masters in Divinity for my Ordained Minister license. Being an ordained minister really started when I started talking to Jesus when I was very young. Yes, I am a psychic. Most of my friends, family and patients have absolutely no idea who I really am. I can imagine what people are thinking; not just about me, but about themselves and their own situation. People who have listened to me are actually amazed when I give them sincere insights into their thoughts; I may have even saved lives! It even shocked me when the basic facts revealed themselves to me, but not to them.
My guides and teachers are Ascended Masters; Jesus, Kuthumi, and St. Germaine. They call the work that we do, Atomic Transformation. I channeled Jesus and he was the best friend. He would take me to Jerusalem; we would wear those white cotton robes (Moroccan Gandora) and sandals, of course. We would sit together on a wooden bench in a room with a dirt floor and adobe walls. He would teach me and he really reached me. One day he shared with me this truth; The Golden Rule. You will be amazed to know that the wording is incorrect. He took my hands and looked me in the eyes and said: “Love you as I have loved you, then love others.” He did not say only love people who are white, black, or brown; or only love straight people. He definitely did not say to make fun of people who are not like you.
How do you do that? How can I love myself the way Jesus loves me? Wow, that is a tall order, right? But I really do want to love everyone like Jesus does; unconditionally. My favorite philosopher is Gurdjieff. He is the one who coined the phrase, The WORK; not that new age lady, sorry. According to the WORK being yourself is a moment by moment experience; no matter what ever else happens to you in that moment. Loving unconditionally is also about loving not only yourself, but others; and acceptance without judgement. Aye, that can be the rub, eh? Another lesson in the WORK involves not getting attached to the “story.” Such as the memory of a past event that causes us pain or guilt. Memories are stories and not really true anymore. We remember them and no one else does; nor do they care. But we have to change the memory, the story, if we want to overcome the pain or guilt. It’s also a technique I learned in counseling. It really works, too.
My friends also do not know that I started out in counseling. I loved the idea and even though I began taking courses on counseling I also found massage and went in that direction for most of my adult life. But I never let go of being a counselor, so after I became an Ordained Minister I kept going and took Chaplain classes with Unity. I consider myself a metaphysician, because to call myself a Christian is not really accurate. The red letter portions of the bible are all that I ever related to, especially since I could actually speak to Jesus so I had the inside scoop, so to speak. He actually likes to be called “J” according to the Course of Miracles, which he orchestrated. I have never been to a regular meeting, because I can not really get it. I like simple.
So, today I have different goals. I think goals are like a book; first you make an outline. Then you pick a starting point. What can I do first? If I want something to happen I work backwards to decide what that first step has to be. Or like making a dish; what is the first step? Do I have all the ingredients? Maybe that is my first step; to go purchase the ingredients that I need. I can make a wonderful pie or casserole; not so much at writing books by myself. But an article, definitely; or a speech.
I am going to get blood test results in a few days and I will know what is showing up that could be causing the inflammation; I hired an Internal Medicine doctor, finally. I will let you know how things are going. I definitely want to get my energy back so I can exercise again; I have all that weight to lose again. If it wasn’t for all the knowledge I have about herbs, vitamins and homeopathic remedies, I would probably have been given prescription drugs to take. But my new doctor is very happy with the regimen that I have made for myself and agrees that I will be okay if I just continue with my arsenal of natural supplements. He also agrees that in the United States doctors really do not know much about parasites and that sort of infection like they do in the Asian regions of the world where parasites are a lot more prevalent and doctors who live there see this sort of infection on a regular basis.
Meanwhile, I can meditate, keep eating healthy food, fruit, and juice, and chicken soup of course. I love my ginger tea! So, off to bed with me to get some rest. Take care and stay tuned.
Yours in Health Naturally,
Update on my Health Status:
Well, the blood tests are normal. And the doctor I thought was going to be a team player just dismissed me. I explained that I had shortness of breath when exercising, but he ordered a cardio stress test and ECHO of my heart, and dismissed the breathing problem. He basically told me not to come see him anymore; he is done with me.
When I get stumped, and listen, I am really stumped, I go back to my own understanding of the body and I ask myself, “What would you give a patient who told you this?” I said I felt my chest was becoming part of the problem; is this exercise induced asthma or is it pneumonia? That made the decision for me; I will treat myself for an Upper Respiratory Infection.
When we look at the lungs they are situated in the chest. We can access them by breathing in diffused essential oils, so I went to my Essential Oil Resource Guide and found several ‘formulas’ that I added to my diffuser. I did this every night for a week.
I looked up Bach Flower remedies and using a pendulum, I picked out 4 very good flower essences; add two drops each to a brown glass dropper bottle, fill mostly with pure water, and just a tablespoon of Vodka for purification. Take this by mouth several times a day.
Herbs for the immune system are also antibiotic in nature, so I found a perfect blend of Echinacea, Goldenseal, Cayenne Pepper and Burdock. This will cleanse the lungs, act to kill any germs without harming the host (Me!) and assist with healing; Burdock is that pesky wild plant that puts out nasty burrs that we destroy from our gardens.
I also am drinking lemon water with Lime essential oil added to help alkaline my blood, which will help boost my immune system.
And I have recently switched to a ketogenic diet. That is a discussion for another day, but to summarize I will get my energy from fats, not glucose and adding NAC or N-acetylcysteine will add energy, too.
Lastly, I am going to do an Asthma Regimen that I have used for a lot of patients: Natural D-Hist from Orthomolecular. This product is wonderful for upper respiratory conditions, but the protocol must be adhered to for nearly 3 months to actually “clean” the lungs.
Another condition that just started happening is neuralgia. I have a weird thing going on where my right side gets hot and burns; the nerves are somehow being affected by the muscle tension in my low back. But it is also happening in my right shoulder and arm, and on occasion I will get both arms numb down into the elbow. Twice I have been asked if I have Lyme’s Disease, and I am very adamant that I do not have any disease. All of this came from the infection from the strange parasitic worm and all the toxins that were bombarding my body for many years. I am not ruling out Lyme’s Disease, of course, but I have no one to turn to for that kind of testing.
There are clinics I have found who could offer help, but I am being told I have to fork over $2,000 to $3,000 dollars just to see the doctor. That is for the office visit and lab tests, but not for any treatments. I am looking for a clinic who will administer blood doping; take my blood and inject pure oxygen, then put it back into my body. Oxygen will help kill some of the bugs that will not show up on test. Also, the doctor visits and possibly the tests may be covered by my insurance, but Oxygen or Ozone doping are not. I am looking for an alternative to this procedure; something I can do at home, but it appears that I have to have a doctor just to prescribe it, and I am unsure if I can get one to cooperate.
What is my next step? I am doing all that I can humanly do to help my condition. I saw my Naprapath and his manipulation of my tissues helps for about half a day. Even now as I am sitting at the computer to write, my right side is on fire and I feel tired.
I am not sure if anyone has ever dealt with any of these symptoms, or that you would even take the time to read my blog, but I am very open to suggestions. The world is vast, but it seems so foreign to someone like me who just wants to feel better and get healthy.
Yours in Health, Natural as Possible!